Post by Ruby on Aug 31, 2011 9:08:13 GMT -5
Ruby
[/color][/font][/center]Couldn’t save you from the start. Can you forgive me for trying again? You gave up the fight, you left me behind.
Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things
[/color][/font]Baby take my hand, don't fear the reaper. And she ran to him, then they started to fly.
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Are You There God? It's Me, Dean Winchester
[/color][/font]Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you're done. Lay your weary head to rest.[/center]
Nickname/Alias[/color]: Rubes, Black Eyed Bitch, Awesome
Sex[/color]: Female
Age[/color]: 600+
Sexual Orientation[/color]: Pansexual
Member Group[/color]: Human (Ex-Demon)
Canon or Original[/color]: Cannon
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The Usual Suspects And What Should Never Be
[/color][/font]Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my soul. Sometimes I get a feeling, deep in my bones.[/center]
Hair[/color]: Dark Brown
Height & Weight[/color]: 5’4” 115 lbs
Body Type[/color]: Curvy and figured.
Distinguishing Features[/color]: Tattoo of a star on both her wrists.
Face Claim[/color]: Genevieve Padalecki
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It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester
[/color][/font]I see the bad moon arising. Don't go around tonight, well its bound to take your life.[/i][/center]
Dislikes[/color]: Dean, Angels, Demons, Lucifer, Hell, Death, Sam’s Death, Helplessness, The Church, Separation from Sam.
Strength[/color]: Magic, Cunning Mind, Years of Experience, Driven, Fighting Skills.
Weaknesses[/color]: Sam, Human, Notoriety, Her Conscious, Trying to Repent.
Fears[/color]: Losing Sam, Hell
Secrets[/color]: Begrudgingly respects Dean (never will tell him or let it show), wants desperately to give Sam a normal life.
Habits/Quirks[/color]: Flat stares of annoyance, sarcastic comments, making plans within plans.
Overall Personality[/color]: Selfish, self centered, arrogant, with a dry sense of humor, all these things can describe Ruby. Little known fact is that caring, concerned, fearful, and human can as well, she just hides it well. The problem with Ruby is that she is two minds about most things in her life. You know how you can see an illustration of an angel and a devil on a shoulder of a person making a decision, well that is true for what goes on in Ruby’s head most of the time.
She does have a saving grace, she cares for one person in the world more than herself, one Sam Winchester, and it seems she will go out on a limb for him most of the time. She’s been known to put herself before him at times but for the most part her decisions have been based on if it’s best for him or not. Most of the time she has decided to act against herself for him it’s ended badly, having visited hell twice now for him. She might make that mistake again, only time will tell.
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There Is A Monster At The End Of The Book
[/color][/font]You're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. You know that you are.[/center]
Mothers Name[/color]: Elizabeth Fisher
Fathers Name[/color]: Jacob Fisher
Siblings[/color]: None
Overall History[/color]:
~Then~
Originally Ruby (Born Joan Fisher) was the child of Jacob and Elizabeth Fisher. Jacob was a fisherman and Elizabeth was the local midwife and herbalist. Growing up in the times she did she picked up her mother’s skills but as the church started to frown more and more on women using their talents to heal the sick, along with wanting a scapegoat for the black plague, her mother and her were labeled as witches. The night before she was to be burned at the stake she made a deal and sold her soul to Tammi avoid that painful death. Since then she’s been a black eyed demon, moving up through the ranks.
She was given the task of following one Samuel Winchester after his brother sold his soul to bring him back from the dead. Her job was to keep him distracted so he wouldn’t find a way to overcome the deal to ensure as the first seal that Dean would go to hell and be broken in the pit. She saves Sam the first time when Pride and two other demonic sins attack him, killing them with the help of her knife, but leaves before he gets her name or how her knife was able to do that. The next time Sam sees her she tells him he’s got work to do and sets him on the path to stop the changelings. After that he demands to know who she is and she reveals herself to be a demon. After some tense moments Sam decides to not kill her so she can help him. She does help Sam and Dean both by helping Bobby put the Colt back together. After that, weirdly enough, she found herself confiding in Dean Winchester that not only could she not save him but that she, unlike other demons of her kind, could remember what it was like to be human but that she wished she didn’t, a strange moment of truth for the normally very guarded demoness. When the boys are arrested then the jail is sieged by demons Ruby shows up and offers to do a spell to destroy all the demons but it would require a virgin’s heart. The boys don’t allow her to and she leaves the building. The next time the boys catch up to Ruby, Dean traps her in a devil’s trap and takes her knife, leaving with Sam to face off against Lilith. Ruby finds a way to get free and goes to the brother’s aid, helping them find Lilith. Unfortunately Lilith escapes the three and hellhounds who have come for Dean give chase to Ruby, Dean, and Sam. During the ruckus Lilith takes over Ruby’s meatsuit, sending her back to hell, but retreats when she finds out her powers have no effect on Sam before Sam can fight back.
Ruby fights her way out of hell, convincing Lilith she can be trusted, all the while trying to figure out how she can save Sam, who she had started to have an emotional connection to. Lilith tells her to hunt Sam down and kill him, she finds him but doesn’t kill him, betraying Lilith. and sets about helping Sam. She tracks him down, but he rejects her since she is possessing a human host. To solve this, Ruby takes possession of a body recently declared to be dead. They sleep together at least once, and she brings him out of his downward spiral towards self-destruction. Due to all of this Sam trusts Ruby completely. She then begins training him in using his demonic abilities to exorcise demons, and continues to do so in secret following Dean's resurrection by the angel Castiel, Sam going as far as drinking Ruby’s blood for a power boost. In the end Ruby is forced to betray Sam. The reason behind this is complicated, as much as the demon herself. Lilith forced her hand. She told Ruby that either she could help break the final seal and free Lucifer, who would then be grateful, take Sam as his vessel, and she would be with him forever, or she would see both Sam and Dean slaughtered before her eyes and not be able to do anything about it. Faced with that impossible decision Ruby chooses a half life with Sam rather than his death, betraying him and Dean. She didn’t see her own death in the process as Sam held her from behind and Dean stabbed her with her own knife.
~Now~
Ruby was left to rot in hell, forgotten, or so it seemed, till the world turned enough that one person heard her pleas for mercy, her cries for forgiveness, and decided to let her try to find both. The Arch Angel Azreal raised her up from perdition with not only the last body she held but as a human, one with a soul, so that she would not only feel the evil she had done in the world but truly want to seek repentance for it.
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Dream A Little Dream Of Me, Bloody Mary
[/color][/font]I never meant to be so bad to you, one thing I said that I would never do.[/center]
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She sat there for what seemed like an eternity, every word he said being written into her as if he were carving it into her. How much she wished she could have just stopped existing at that point. He didn’t want her, it’s all it seemed like to her, because how could someone who cared about her see her in that much pain and not try to reach out and stop it somehow? Hadn’t she done that for him over and over again and now he would deny her that comfort? It seemed all he was doing was playing some sick game with her, baiting her into revealing herself deeper to him then pushing her away as if he wanted to see her break, to watch her tear herself up inside. If this was his way of revenge then nothing could have been crueler.
“Then hate me, you wouldn’t be the first, I dare say you won’t be the last. I’ve lists of people who join you in that emotion. I’ve no one left in this world, I’m alone.”
She uncurled herself, moving to the mess and starting to pick up the pieces of her old life, throwing away the papers and ruined dinner, feeling as if she were herself being discarded that easily.
“I have lived so much longer than you Sam, seen so much more. All this world has given me is pain and sorrow. I had thought with you that…we could…together we would…”
Waving a hand, she stopped, unable to finish her words, hating herself now for allowing him in again. She should hate him for letting Dean kill her. She should hate him for using her the same way that everyone else in her life had used her.
Looking over to him, letting the last parts of her life fall from her hands into the trash, she gathered up the last vestiges of strength she had left to her. He wanted the beginning, she’d give him the total truth of hers, perhaps let him see where she truly was from.
“When I was human, when I died, I was still a teenager Sam. My mother was a healer, a midwife, and in those times when the plague came she was a life saver. Her payment for all of that was being called witch and burned for it by the Roman Church.”
She took a seat on the edge of the bed again, not sure why it was now that she chose to tell him this, at a time where she was sure he was just toying with her like a cat does with a mouse. She was pouring her heart out to him and he seemed so heartless, couldn’t he see how much he was hurting her? All she could think of was that this was her one chance, her last chance at seeking some sort of understanding from him. Could he maybe, knowing all this about her, see past the demon she was to the woman she once was? Could he see past the hurt and anger enough to hold and console her and let her do the same for him? Could they be each other’s saving grace? This was the last thing she could offer him, the last honesty in the whole world she had, a story that no one living knew.
“I loved her so much; I used to follow her everywhere. I wanted to be just like her and learned from her the ways of the natural world, the magic that came when people respected the spirit in everything that surrounded them. When they came for her they tore me from her arms, I was eleven years old Sam. Then, I’ll never forget this; my father turned to the magistrate and asked him how much they would pay him for evidence against me. He sold me to them for less than the price of a goat, that was all his only child, his daughter, was worth. From a filthy cell I listened as my mother screamed as the flames burned her flesh away, I smelled that horrid stench of a human cooking.”
Pressing her eyes closed she tried to shut out that memory, it was so vivid still after all these years. She didn’t want to cry in front of him, he didn’t like it before when she did and she certainly didn’t want to displease him now, his anger hurt her to much and she had reopened a wound purposefully for him now. She hoped that somewhere in there was the man she loved so much, the one who had boundless compassion and who would see the broken thing in her and offer some sort of comfort to it. This is who she was in the beginning, what lead her to where she was today.
“When the night came and Tammi showed up offering me a way to save myself from being burned to death at eleven I took it, I didn’t care that I only got five years, that was better than going through what my mother had. I didn’t know that those five years would be filled with having to move from city to city because the skills I had marked me as a witch, that I would have to resort to the worst things imaginable to stay alive, and that at the end of it I’d be torn to pieces by hellhounds and dragged down to the pit. How do you tell a child that the monsters in the world are real and they are everyone else in the world?”
She looked over to him, the last glimmer of hope in her eyes, hope that he’d just finally understand her, understand that her whole life she’d been used one way or another, she’d been a commodity and not a person.
“I’ve offered you everything I can Sam, I don’t know what else I can give you.”
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
Dean Winchester Romeo mad by stealing it now would you?
He'd have to come after you with a stick. It wouldn't be pretty,
now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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This application was made by JUL!ET. She worked really hard on
this and watched seasons one through three of Supernatural in 3 days.
She's so hardcore.And you wouldn't want to make
He'd have to come after you with a stick. It wouldn't be pretty,
now go play nice and don't steal her stuff.
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